Job!

............So just to let you know I didn't get the job, I have to be honest I didn't really want it after what had led up to me losing it in the first place, however it would also have been nice not to have to worry about applying for more and doing the dreaded interviews. Anyway, I will move onwards and upwards. I specifically booked an appointment with my CPN Barney so we could mull over the interview etc and catch up and it was helpful to be able to chat to someone else rather than come home and dwell on what I did or said alone. My dad was brilliant and came and took me there cos I still have no car..............hopefully tomorrow.
Anyway, I came home feeling OKish and have been reading my class handout for Wellness week 3, the class my sis bought me for Christmas. An this quote was at the top of the first page.....

An obstacle is often an
unrecognized opportunity

I have been thinking about that a while. I had so many people praying for me I know during the interview and before and also thinking about me if they are not Christians so there were plenty of positive vibes floating around. My dad had wanted me to apply when I said I didn't want to because I felt so insecure about the whole thing. But he said ''Your mother and I are very proud of what you have achieved and the fact that you have applied, even if only because we asked, shows immense strength of character''. I think if anything that is what my opportunity is today, to recognise in myself strength of character. Some of you, blog friends, have been kind enough to say how strong I appear to have remained, believe me I haven't been, however I am trying hard to develop that belief in myself that some many other people seem to have. For that I thank you all.

In other news, the infamous travel journal is now winging it's way to Dubai to the heat and desert where my lil sis and her boyfriend have gone this afternoon. They are about 4 hours into the flight so hopefully enjoying the inflight services by now. I have spoken to the bank again today and they have said that I can get at some of my money in my frozen account tomorrow if I go into the local branch.......yippeeeeee. Hopefully Izzie, my car, will be fixed tomorrow lunchtime so I will have wheels again, double yippeeeeeee. Anyway, off to decide what to cook for tea and maybe some scrapbooking therapy. Have a lovely evening and thanx for reading. Oh before I go have you all popped over to Shimmelle's blog to see what she's up to cos there is something new if you haven't. TTFN.......