So yesterday after I posted I got another knock regarding my flat. I was given 2 months notice to move out. All because I'm gonna be claiming benefits for a while until I find a job. It never rains, it pours. So last night I spent the evening in tears. But today I dragged myself to church to try and find abit of spiritual support and guidance. It just seems like I'm being tested so much at the moment and I don't know why or when it will be over. Anyway, the sermon today was on Psalms on on one in particular where the exiled Jews returned from Babylon to Judah. The Psalm talks of praise for the things which has happened on the past, prayers for the present and for the future. I have to be honest and say that the future seems very bleak and uncertain at the moment. However I honestly felt uplifted after leaving church. When I got home my dad phoned and asked if he could come over for '' a chat''. Oh er, ominous I thought.
Anyway, it was a lovely time between me and him. We had tea, went through my options. He'd written a list of things he wanted to go over and discuss. He's like that my dad-methodical. So I think we set the world to rights and I am hoping tomorrow will be a fresh and new start. At least I feel I have some options to pursue rather than feeling out of control which is such a terrible feeling to have.
Anyway, enough about the sad stuff, I have had 2 of my lovely cupcakes now, I know I am being very restrained! It was a chocolate one and completely yummy.
2 more left to try...............